Wednesday, March 30, 2011

School Days

I remember my school days..
I used to really hate school.
(and maybe I still do)
I just really hate waking up early in the morning just to go to school.
I'm not a morning person.
Well, I think most teenagers are like that.
I'm not the only one who feels what I feel~

To be honest I wasn't a very good student when I was
in secondary school.
I think it started when I was in form 3.
When I was in form 1 and form 2, I think I was
considered as a good student..
I think.

Ah, I remember those days..
I always miss a lot of things that happened in class because
I was sleeping most of the time.
(and I skip school a lot)
Yeah, I get sleepy in class
mostly when the teacher starts teaching..
What a terrible student I was back then
and still am now.
Yep, I still sleep in class even now.

Not only did I sleep in class during my school days,
I didn't even do my homework.
Well, not all of my homework but most of them..
Heeee :)
Urgh, I hate doing homework.

I did hate waking up in the morning to go to school but
I didn't hate everything about school.
I certainly didn't hate sleeping in class and hanging out with my friends..
and I like recess time but the food at the canteen..
uhhh.. not so much..

Anyway, back to hanging out with my friends..
I have these great friends whom I always hang out with at school.
We used to sit together in class.
Our table would be the noisiest table in our class due
to Adibah loud laughter (and mine) and
Nabilah's hilarious jokes.
I remember how we used to talk nonsense and make up funny stories
about how our future was going to be like.

I remember the story that we made up together about Adibah marrying
the boy who she dislikes.. (the boy next class)
That was really funny.
And I remember when we complained about our school not having a holiday
like other schools when the H1N1 spread..
And we started making ridiculous stories about it and laughed.

I remember the time when Nabilah
created a name for our group, BPS which stands for
Budak Popular Sekolah.
(Prasan Giler weh!!!)

The members of the group: 
Nur Fadhilah Sakinah, Adibah Khir, Farah Munirah Roslan Johari,
Siti Nabilah, Sarah Razak, Mira, NurSyaza Afida and Nurul Hidayah.

It was fun hanging out with you girls..
even though there were times where we had a big fight
with each other but we made up..

My School Days:

Badjet je bku byk ats meja.. pdehal... blajr ke x nih? Spm dh dkt..

Look at me!!! Hahhaha.. knonnye study.. 

Everyone looked excited while I looked bored..

5 Beta!!!

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

What Do I do?

I really hate this about myself.
Why is it that I'm no good at cheering people up?
I feel bad when a friend comes to me when he or she is feeling down
hoping that I could cheer him or her up and I couldn't do it.
I really want to cheer you up
but I don't know how
and it makes me sad that you're feeling down and I can't
do anything about it.

I really want to be able to comfort my friends..
How do you do that?
How do you turn someone's frown upside down.
Do you know how?
Can you tell me?


Monday, March 28, 2011

What I like and Don't Like in a Guy

The topic that girls like to talk about when they have sleepovers..
Just admit it, girls...
Sometimes, I don't understand them.
I don't know what they are thinking.
But sometimes they are too obvious..
Boys are hard to understand.
But hey, the same goes for us girls too, right.
Boys think that we're complicated
and they don't get us at all.
See, we're even.

But there just some things that us girls just don't like in a guy.
Well, each girl has their own opinion on this.
For instance, some girls don't like guys who talk too much.
Maybe because it can be annoying and if the guy talks too much
he won't listen to what you have to say
and girls hate that.
If you're a guy and you talk too much..
Yeah.. try not to..
Because girls like a guy who is a good listener
because we like to talk about our problems and we need someone 
to listen to us.

So what do I like and don't like in a guy?
(Like you want to know anyway..)

1) I like a guy who likes to talk but not too much.. He has to know how to listen too.
I don't like a guy who just talks but don't listen.

Well, for me, I like a guy who likes to talk and make jokes
because I like to laugh but I don't it if 
he talks too much and never listens.
He should know how to speak and listen.
(This is why we Teslians learn Listening and Speaking)
(I miss that class)

2) I don't like guys who lie. I like honest guys.

Lying is wrong. I'm not saying that I never lied.. 
I already told you about the story where
I made my mom upset by
damaging her stuff and blamed my little brother.
But I told my mother the truth..
A fey years later...
But I told her the truth..

Back to the point, I just don't like it when a guy I like lies to me.
And I'm sure that most don't either.
I mean, who likes being lied to?
No one.

3) I like guys who dress nice. (What girl doesn't?)

This reminds me of a guy I know who likes
to wear blue and purple shirt to class every Monday.
This Monday, he'd wear blue and the next Monday, it's purple.
I think it's cute.

4) I really don't like it when a guy ignores me especially when I'm talking to him.

Heck, I don't like it when anyone ignores me.
It's like I'm talking to a wall!!!
Hello, anybody there?
Hey, I'm talking to you!!!
It's irritating!!!!

5) A guy who smokes. Yeah... (Where's the dislike button on this thing?)

Why do some guys think that smoking is cool?
It is so not cool.
What's so cool about damaging your lungs?
Two word...
Not Cool.

So that's it... I'm too lazy to write any more..
So the conclusion to this entry?
Too lazy to think of a conclusion..
I have to do something about my laziness...

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Telling Lies

If we were asked to raise our hands if we ever lied in our lives, 
I'm sure very little of us would do that which shows what big liars we are
because obviously most of us must have lied 
at least once in our lives.
Like it or not, it is a fact that we as flawed human beings tell lies,
whether harmless or not. Perhaps it has been in 
our nature to lie; to make up things 
in order to hide the ugly truth. 

One thing about lying is that it could go from
one little harmless white lie to something far more 
serious and complicated. One we tell a lie,
no matter how good and realistic that lie is,
it will surely come to a situation where we have to make up another
lie to cover up that lie and then when that lie is almost found out,
we will have to make another lie and then another one and it goes on. 

The point is when we start telling a lie, we ill 
continue making up one lie after another just to cover up the previous lie
and it will never end until we fess up and tell the truth.

To be honest, it is not always easy to tell the truth, sometimes
it is just too difficult to tell the truth; so because of this
we often turn to lying even though we know what the
consequences would be. Although we know what lying leads to,
why do we still lie? There has to be a reason why we turn to lying
in the first place. One of the reasons might be because most of us think that
 by lying about something under certain circumstances and situations,
we can achieve or benefit something. We want to gain something
which is precious and of significance to us so we decide that lying
is the best way to gain it.
But it's wrong!!!!
If we want to achieve something, we should work hard for it in an honest way.
It's the best and the right way.

Another factor which causes a person to lie in the first place
is none other than fear. We fear that we will get in trouble once the
truth got out so we lie to get away but we always end up having to make
up another lie in order to cover up that lie because there will always be a situation
where the truth is almost revealed.

This reminds me of the time when I was a little girl.
My mom was angry at my little brother and me.
She was so upset that she stormed out of the house saying
that she's going to go to her friend's house.
We were really scared.
Well, of course we were scared.
We were little and our mom said that she was going to leave us.
There was no one else in the house.
Our dad was at work.
She locked the gate and left us..
We cried hysterically. It was so intense that I accidentally
damaged my mom's uuhhhh..
flowers or something..
It was a decoration..

Then when my mom came home, she asked me who did it
and I said it was my brother..
I lied.
My mom slapped my brither gently..
I don't think it hurt.
(sorry bro, but thanks for not telling on me)
Years after that, I told my mom the truth..
I was such a naughty girl back then.
But hey, Now I don't like to lie to my mom.
It just doesn't feel right.
So never lie to your mom.
Just tell her the truth no matter how ugly and hurtful it is
because if she finds out that you lied to her, it will
hurt her more than anything.

Aaaanyway, telling lies is very bad. It never brings any good.
We should never lie even if it is with good intentions
because a lie is a lie and anything far from the truth is just wrong.
The truth is always the best, no matter how hurtful it can be.

Heeee :)

Thursday, March 24, 2011

The Longest Entry I have Ever Posted

Once upon a time, in a land far, far away, lived four
beautiful princesses with their maid (who likes to steal chickens).
Like their appearances, these princesses had beautiful names which are
Princess Hidayah, the smart, Princess Adibah, the cute one, 
Princess Anati, a.k.a sleeping beauty and Princess Fadhilah, the sweet one.
As cute and beautiful as Princess Adibah and Anati are, they actually really cruel to their
poor maid, Farah..
Because they kept telling her to update this blog.
Ape pnye kawan.
Just kidding~

Aaaaaaanyway, I was ordered by Princess Adibah and Princess Anati
to write about our day at the Pavilion.

Two days ago, we went to the Pavilion.
To watch.... ummmm..
What was the name of the movie?
Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa?
Yeah, that movie.
But we had other missions besides watching that movie...
Our missions were:

1) Get to Pavilion (dude, how do you spell "pavilion"?)

My mom drove to the lrt station, Serdang.
Thanks ibu!!
Now, ibu, this is why I have to get a licence but nooo, you
want me to wait 'till I get married.
But what if no one wants to marry me?
That cannot happen.
Okay, back to the point.
Heeeee :)
So we arrived at  the pavilion safely.
(maleh nk citer pnjg2 cmne smpai sne)

Eating ice-cream at KL central

Dayah (left) and Dilah (right)

2) Buy the movie tickets and have lunch

So we bought the tickets and had lunch.
Lunch was great.
I had Korean food!!!
It was the first time I have ever taste Korean food.
Such a great moment.
I ordered tteokbokki (spicy rice cake)
and it was SOOOOO SPICY!!!!
But I love it!!!
Because I love spicy food..
Anati, Adibah, Fadhilah and Dayah ate..
What did you guys order from Iciban Ramen?
Was it Bento something?
It's not important what you girls ate.


Bento something..

Princess Anati a.k.a sleeping beauty

Si Dibah yg Badjet cute



3) watch the movie

The movie was... was...
And it's not just because of the prince..
Ok, girls?
Dibah, why did you keep screaming at the fighting scenes?
Ah, sincha...
The fighting scenes were awesome!!!!

4) Take more pictures 

The girls really like taking pictures..
Some of them are really embarrassing..
Why oh why did I join them in taking those pictures..
Soooo embarrassing..

Menggedik nk tgkp gmbr dgn poster Lee MinHo
What do I do with these girls?

Sempat lg 2 tgkp gmbr

If anyone asks, I do not know the girl in the middle

I don't know these two girls in front of me

Gmbr ni sgt xleh blah..
Anati, what are you doing?

Dibah, there's no need to take a picture of me walking~
People were watching...

Haih.. byknye gmbr awk suro kte upload kt sni dibah oi~

These two pictures are the most embarrassing pictures I have ever take
People were watching~
and Anati, what are you doing? 
Dibah, knpla awk suro kte upload gmbr ni?
soaln yg kte patot tnye..
Why am I in this picture???
(Hah! Yg 2 kte x taw)

Dh cukup.. kte dh pnt nk upload gmbr byk2 kt sni, dibah..
ckup la..

5) Buy food before heading home

Anati, Dilah and I went to a bakery.
I was so clumsy.
I accidentally dropped the egg tart which I bought for my mom
on the floor.
I took another one but I was still going to pay for the one that
I dropped.
But then the guy who worked there asked me for the dirty egg tart.
So I didn't have to pay for it.
That was so nice of him.
I didn't get to thank him though,.
I was so embarrassed.
Farah Munirah, you are so clumsy.

6) Head home

Heading home was dreadful because we had to find a bus.
And my feet were killing me..
I was sooo tired..
Finally, we found a bus but the bus was too crowded.
But it was nice because I met this nice Chinese old man.
He called me Ah Moi..
He was such a sweet old man.

These girls...
They even took pictures in the bus..

weh, dh 25 gmbr dh ni..
Bpe byk gmbr awk nk kte upload..
You have to pay me for this

Finally, we arrived at Anati's house...

 (don't worry, dibah.. there are more pictures.. kihkihkih)

6) Eating Dinner

Anati's mom drove us to a restaurant near Anati's house.
The restaurant's name was "Bidor Station"?
(Ye ke?)
The food there was nice..
Or maybe it was because I was really hungry..
Heeee :)

(Okay, that's enough.. It's already 28 pictures.. I'm tired)

Make that 29 pictures..
I am tired..

7) HOME!!!

Thank you!!!
No more pictures.
Anati's dad sent adibah and me home!!!

Ps: Dibah, I did what you told me to do..
It was very tiring..
I should get paid, you know..

Giler panjang!!!


Wednesday, March 23, 2011


if ALLAH answers your prayers,
ALLAH is increasing your faith.
if ALLAH delays them,
ALLAH is increasing your patience.
if ALLAH doesn't answer,
ALLAH has better plan for you
in the future!!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011


Lately, there was this person who commented on one of my entries
in this blog and I'm scared.
I want to know who this person is.
Anonymous.. anonymous..
Who are you?
You make me curious..
and scared..
Seriously, who are you?

I feel like I know this person but I'm not entirely sure.
My head hurts!
Is this person a guy or a girl?
Yg 2 kte xtaw...

But I want to thank this person for visiting our blog!! :)
Thank you, anonymous!!!

To anonymous: Aiyok.. hang dh jatoh cinta.. 2 la.. jgn badjet sgt xnk 
ske kt sape2.. kn awk dh kne... kihkihkih..
pdn mke!!
xde ah.. main2 je..

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

I Love You But I Can't Be With You

How many of you have been through this?
You love someone but somehow deep 
down inside you know that
you can never be with that person
because you know that 
he or she is not destined for you.
I know...
Sad, isn't it?
But sometimes, that's how it is
and you can't change it.
It should be okay though because if that person
is not for you than there must be someone else better, right?

But yeah, at that moment when you still love him or her,
it would hurt a lot but don't worry
the wound will heal in time.

There's also those situations where you finally found
someone that you want to be with for the rest of your life,
someone you want to grow old with,
someone you want to be by your side when
you wake up every morning...
but you always worry if he's not the one.
You want him to be the one but you don't know
that he might not be the one, right?
So yeah..
It kinda sucks.

So what should you do?
Well, ummmm..
anyone have any answer to this question?
I'm not very experienced to give you guys advise
about love and relationships..

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Yay!!! I Did it!!!

I did it, people!!!
High five!!!
I gave him the present!!!


Friday, March 4, 2011

I am SOOOOO Nervous!!!!

What should I do???
I'm so nervous!!!
I'm going to give him the present today
but I'm too nervous to walk up to him and give it to him.

I was supposed to give to him yesterday
but I didn't wrap the present nicely so
I thought that I'd give him to 
him after I decorate it all nice and pretty.
But I'm so nervous.
I know he's waiting for me to give him the present
because he already knows that I'm
going to him something.
My friend told him about it
but she didn't tell him what it is.
(I made 100 paper hearts and put them in a jar. It's like I'm giving him my heart.)
Now that he knows, I have to give him today.
He'll be waiting..

But I'm too nervous...
Someone, Help me!!!

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

I Did it!!! Finally!!

I did my speech today!!

I was so relieved that he came to class late (and safely).
So I did my speech without feeling too nervous about it.
I was nervous a little at first but when I started
I don't feel nervous anymore.
It felt AWESOME!!!
I love standing in front there and speak.
The feeling is incredible.
I used to hate having to stand there but now I love it!

The guys were really supportive when I gave my speech
but the girls were against it.
As expected..
What girl would agree that men are better than women?
Okay, maybe me since I made a speech on that topic.
Sorry, girls.
It is a fact that God created man first before women
and He created us from a man too.
Well, like it or not.
That's reality.

I'm so relieved that I have done my persuasive speech.
It was fun but my speech lacks seriousness.
My expression was not serious at all.
I kept smiling.
My lecturer had told me that when I did my demonstrative
speech before I was too sweet.
How am I supposed to be a teacher if I'm sweet all the time?
She said I'm suitable to be a kindergarten teacher.

And today was the last class for Listening and Speaking 2.
It was really sad.
Tomorrow will be the last class for Literature.
This really makes me sad.
It's really coming to an end.
I'm gonna miss Asasi TESL.
I'm gonna miss my friends at TESL.
I'm gonna miss INTEC.
Gonna miss the classes.
Gonna miss my class, 2C..
Gonna miss all of you.
Hope that this isn't a goodbye.
I hope that I'll see you guys again.. 


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