Wonder

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh....

Time really waits for no one.

As time passes I become scared of age.

Scared of not being able to do things that I've been dreaming

of doing before I turn 30.

I've thought of getting married at 30 and not in my twenties

because there are just so many things that I want

to do before I get married.

Sooo many things...

Like travelling and see the world...

"A whole new world,

A new fantastic point of view,

No one to tell us no or where to go,

Or say we're only dreaming"

Meet new and different people of all kinds of races...

"A whole new world,

A dazzling place I never knew"

Experience new and exciting things...

"A whole new world,

Don't you dare close your eyes,

A hundred thousand things to see,

Hold your breath, it gets there" 

While doing something that I like doing...

"A whole new world,

Every turn a surprise,

With new horizons to pursue,

Every moment red-letter"

"I'll chase them everywhere,

There's no time to spare,

Let me share this,

whole new world with you..."

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh.....

*Daydreaming*

What I'm worried right now is if I'm not able

to experience all these things.

Sometimes there are more important things that you need to do

in life than following your dreams.

Responsibility...

Dang dang dang.....

 (background music)  

Okay, okay...

Why do I always talk about life these days?

Seriously Farah, what's with all this life talk?

What? Do you want me to talk about SHINee

and start my fangirling like Adibah?

Adibah:

*screams*

"Onew oppa, saranghae!"

(more screaming and then faints)

(Sorry, Dibah)

Uh.. I don't think so.

It's better to talk about life than fangirling.

Hehehe~

Don't get angry with me, Adibah.

Just face it. In reality, if Onew

ever appeare infront of you, you would do exactly that.

Now where were we?

Right, about life.

I was never this scared of life before, I think.

I guess this is all part of growig up.

Turning 18..

Kinda suck, don't you think?

Sometimes, I wonder what I would be 5 years from now...

or 7 years from now...

or ten years from now..

What kind of person will I be...?

Sometimes thinking this excites me but sometimes it scares me...

I hope I will grow up to be a fine and lovely woman.

A good muslim...

a good daughter...

A good mother...

A good wife...

A GREAT PERSON.