What If I Don't Make It?

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!!

I'm freaking out here!

Tomorrows the interview and I have little confidence.

It feels like I won't make it.

I even cried my eyes out last night

(ok, I didn't literally cry my eyes out but I did cry)

because I was afraid that I won't make it.

If I don't make it then what am I going to do?

What am I going to do with my life?

I'm scared like hell right now.

If I mess this up I might mess up my life.

I have to get this.

I don't want to end up taking the course I don't like.

I've practised all night but I'm not sure I'd be able

to speak smoothly infront of the interviewer.

I get really nervous at interviews.

I remember when I had to do the indivisual oral test

at school. I had to do it in front of my english teacher.

Even though, there was only one person but i got really

nervous and I messed up a little.

Sigh~

What if I mess up tomorrow?

What happens then?

Urgh!!! Life can be so complicated sometimes...

I'm scared to death right now.