ANDWAE!!!!

So many people kept bothering my sleep by sending 

text messages this morning.

I was so sleepy that I didn't bother to read them.

When I woke up, still feeling sleepy, I thought I should

check my messages.

Then I read a text message from Bella

which woke me up completely.

I was shocked to read that SHINee's Jonghyun

has a girlfriend now!!!

WHAT THE HECK!!!

Thank God It wasn't Taemin but still..

I was sad about it.

Kelly sent a text message containing the same information too.

They said it was in Allkpop.

So I quickly went to the laptop but unfortunately,

Allkpop's system is down right now.

If it was Taemin I think I'd cry.

Hahahah!!!

Obsessed!!! 

I wonder if Nash already found out about this?

She's obsessed with Jonghyun.

Hahaha!!!

Bella and Kelly are probably feeling down right now.

Huhu..

Sheesh!!!

We are really obsessed fans, aren't we?

Hahaha!!!

NICKNAMES AND TITLED..

ANA!!

DRAMA QUEEN!!

SLEEPY DOLLY!!

WEIRDO!!

MYSTERY GIRL!!

OETORIA??

hahahhaa

(loner)

this are the words

that's describe me

wherever i am

hehehe..

different title

different character..

my housemate gave that title

(weirdo) to me..

they saw me wore

a t-shirt called

"ANEH"

actually,my bro made that t-shirt

it was nice plus comfortable to wear it

so A+ for u big bro!!

when i first heard about my titled(weirdo),

my expression was like....happy!!

hahaha

and that's make them even more confusing,right??

hahaha...weird huh??

hmmmm...

i don't really know why i'm acting happy like this..

but maybe this title make me become

mystery girl...

mystery girl??

hmmmm....

only certain people

will know about me..

maybe that is the meaning of

mystery girl

hahahaha..

i think..

next!!

drama queen!!

yeah!!

this titled was given to me

from my roommates

at boarding school

that's because maybe

i loves to put on some mimics!!

just a piece of cake!!

hahaha...

no la

it is actually my true feelings for them

this is how i express or show it

happy, sad, sympathy ,excited

or or act like i'm angry or being heartless??

hahaha..that's not going to work.

cuz after i acting like that, i will burst into laughter

haahaha

even i want to scold my little sis

i will snickers then laugh out loud..

lol...lol...

aigoo!! or omo2..

are the words that

i will best act...

aigoo(sigh)

omo3(oh my..oh my)

now...sleepy dolly!!

every saturday and sunday,

every students of my school

have to get ready for morning exercise.

they can't go back to sleep after subuh

so when i'm feel exhausted, i will quietly

sleep at the hidden stairs!!

hahaha...

continued to sleep..

i felt like my eyes being glued by UHU gum.

can't open it!!

loner or miss lonely

is when i was in boarding school

hmmm...seems like whenever i do

or whenever i go

i will do it or go by myself

like when i'm going to prep or even lunch/dinner

so it's kinda lonely isn't it??

but my situation is different when

 i'm at university

or even hang up with fara, diba, hidayah and fiqa

coz i am finally got to feel friends.. true friends!!

so...right now...miss lonely or oetoria

is out of my list!!

yeay!!

finally, ana!!

ana is actually my nickname at university.

there are some people

seems always forget my name

or even feels hard to call my name

so i decided for them to just called me ana

and for those who knew me

they will seems weird (then laugh) when people call me ana

hahaha...xleh bla!!

they not get use to it when people called me ana..

there is one time, when my friends call me...

'ana...ana...'

i just walk away..

until they shouted 'nur anati bt. jamalluddin!!!"

then i'll turn my head..

hehe..sorry u guys!!

so i admit

even me, myself, until now, feel weird about it and

still not get use to it..

so...what's next??

aigoo~

What If

Have you ever wondered how your life would have been

if it was different?

If you were a different person?

If you were famous or rich?

Have you wondered what your life would have been like

if it wasn't like what it is right now?

Hmmmm....

Hahahahah!!!

Okay, imagine if you're close friends with the SHINee members.

WOW!!!!

That would be so cool!

Not only that, you're actually dating one of them!

And you're actually an idol in a girl group who is really famous

and you're making a lot of money

and travelling around the world on tour.

WHOA!!!

Hahahah!!!

Okay, too much.

Okay, how about imagining that you are a genius and always

get straight A's and the highest scores not only in your class but

the whole school.

Then you graduated from Oxford Univisity and became

a scientist who discovered a way to cure all diseases

and a way for mankind to live on the moon

Hahahaha!!!

Okay, too much.

 How about imagining that you're a billionaire and you can have
anything that you want.
Okay, not everything but still..
You're the CEO of a fashion company or something
or or or  the CEO of SM entertainment.
WHOA!!!
You get meet all the SM stars.
WAHAHAH!!!
Super Junior, Boa, SNSD, SHINee, F(x) and etc.
That would be so cool.
But again, it's too much.
Hahahahah!!!


The point is there are so many "what if's" in this world.
What if I chose that instead of this?
What if I did it differently?
What if I didn't get married to him?
What if I met you first?
What if I I never met you?
What if It was different?

We all have our own "what if" questions, right?
We all wondered how our lives would have been if we had made different choices, right?
But even so, we can't go back.
What's done is done.
So what's the use wondering about how your life could or could not have been
if you had choose differently?
Just for the fun of it?
Just so you could feel bad about yourself?
Or maybe the other way round?
Well, whatever the reason is if you don't like the way you're living now
or if you regret the choices you made, it isn't too late.
You can always change it.
Am I right?

So enough with all the "what if's" and get to work.
I'm sure you can work something out when you put your mind and effort to it .
Hey, you know what they say,
"When there's a will, there's a way".
GOOD LUCK!!!